new life

So i have been sleeping early for couple days -.- that never happened to me the last time i remembered that i slept early i was 10.......

Recovering from a break up never it's not easy i remember i cried cut my arms and lot's of other things that i regretted to do for some one that never cared for me because if he cared i would be the one that he married right ?!

Most of my old friends hated him so when we break up they didn't show they just left me so i asked from my parents to transfer me to another school it was hard and it took me like months
But i found a real friends, a friends whom stood with me when i need them and they are the one who helped me to start a new life

XOXO

How to get strong ?!

Well i don't know how, but all i know that i became strong after my first love left me and got married to another girl from his family side

here is me story with love it's always a bad luck for me to be in love, like it's a curse or something
my first love was at the age of 12 and it lasted for almost 9 years ...........

yup that was weird 9 year i even don't know how could he stand me all that time
it ended in my second year in university and he thought that it would be fine with me to stay with him even if he is married and i was thinking WTF for 9 years and he still don't know me .......

i don't know how i got over him but all i know that after what happened between us i hated all the guys and i don't know why although there where nice guys out there but i didn't give them any chance

that's my love story and how i don't know how to get strong after that, it just happen naturally.......

XOXO

who is this person !!

So today i will tell you a little about me .......

I'm the kind of girls who hates make up or dressing up for something

I prefer playing video games rather than go shopping

I have my own thoughts but hate to share it with others because, they think that my way of thinking is complicated

I hate it when guys control their girls or let them do what they want from them and they never give them any attention

So basically that's me ........

XOXO 

weird -.-

it's weird for me to write about my life or what i'm thinking of,  but i don't know i just want to try it and the other reason is that someone said that my way of thinking is different from other girls in Arab world...... 
i hope that is true.............