Being a kid

So when i was a kid like when I was 10 or 11
It was the first season for the o.c series I asked my brother like more than once I want to see it but every time I asked he said "you are a kid and this is for grown-ups" so at that age the only thing that I can think us god my brother watch illegal movies and shows
So when I got my first laptop I don't remember really when it was but I think I was 13 maybe
So it took me years to be a computer geek and to find the o.c online to watch it so when I fisrt saw it I said " I really don't know why my bro didn't want me to watch it"
And I still don't know

The reason I remember this and want.to write about it because I started to see it again and because. I didn't see it all in the past

XOXO

feel good

It's 5 a.m and i can't sleep till now

it just i have one thing for girls out there

you just feel good about your self if you think that make-up will make you beautiful then you are wrong

what i think about make-up is that it just a mask a girl put it on daily basis so that she wont show for other her real self

if you are asking how a make-up could be a mask then here is the answer

there are girls who what to show others that they are beautiful so they dress up and put make-up just for a show but the truth that they are a strait A students but if they show that to others they may think that this girls are geeks

why do we care what others think? or why do we put make-up just to show others that we are beautiful?

the truth is their is no answer to this it just the nature for us the humans

hey girls just put this in your mind whether you are fat or too thin or you are smart or not, make-up wont solve every think just show others the real you because there is a guy out there who will love you just the way you are even if it's with out make-up and to do that you have to feel good about your self at first

XOXO

wedings

I hate wedding I hate that i have to wake up early so that i would take a shower it's not that i don't take a shower i just hate to wake up so early ;p 

Oh yeah and i hate doing my hair for 2 hours most of the times i just let it dry by it self or a put hair gel on it and i hate dresses and high heels i really don't know how you girls walk in those 

almost forgot to say that in my country the weddings happen at night and we receive a ballroom for it well that's what on my mind now 

XOXO